long way to go.. :(

I was on my flight to the past

neither was slow neither was fast

on my way to board a flight

there were not many people in the light

I expected a much more count

But less people reduced my amount

Still I thought of who were around

You were leading the count bound

I saw many when I was glad

But less were seen when I was sad

I still had faith I still had trust

There was a fail ,a sort of pain in my crust

I wished to look at present

Which I see is much more pleasant

This was my only travel

To my dreams  through my gravel.... :(

love and despair

The opening lids, also wakes thoughts of you in my mind
The mornings without it will only be there when I be blind
the distance between reminds me of you never getting there
gods I believe, will be granting me wish I always prayer

Stories of you, i hear with calm, linking myself with them
moments of you next to me, without even a word is overwhelm
parties without you, is a smile on my face for others
miss you hard those moments, like a child away from mother

doesn't even goes with me to stand in front and say it all
coward like me will change so soon, to stand and make my call
your love for other, many a times makes me envy of them
trying hard to fight, that this feel is very much a condemn

with confidence, no wait could make it better for me
each passing day in despair is with love, hope and plea
smile on your face, cause of me can be worth my life
a bleed in your eyes, worth a heart stab with a knife

everlasting love is this true or another broken story
will we end up right here or will we rise till glory
in search of love else around, were you there next to me
or another of my love of life, left me lone and flee

dead will breath...

Whenevr thought so dark, trespasses my mind
I loose my track, and it becomes difficult to find
fighting with it seems not a loaf I would own
life seems as a trumpet that would easily, be blown

nights have a dreary sad dreams, of me being crucified
days have me as the lost chapter of some book unidentified
but then a ray of light strikes my shrinked eyes in tears
relief with a voice of support, that i could stand for years

whatever worse I end up with her , will be out of it with a leap
with she turning with me, again luving the dreams of this sleep
always convinced with her wierd but perfect explanation
me being correct, in all of faults so made is her contemplation

Killing those dark villians of all times in my brain
you and me fought against it and made it drained
lighting a cresset in me that would last forever
I wish to stand against you and cant lose you ever...

Pride and Honour

Her long black silky hairs, where do hover butterfly
rested upon her large forehead trumpets her decence
her eyes speak about her as if its a mirror with no lie
raisen eyebrows of her, waves everybody making feel her presence

the prettiest of smile, spilling happy syrup everywhere
the face on itself makes a touch of coming back from victory
with a sense of completeness and satisfaction seen up there
whether its rest or riots, she always is accompanied with glory

Head raised in pride, as peaks of mountains touching the sky
adjacent people staring at her being at beds of this zenith
not only show for people but on her shoulders you can rely
her being cruel, or being rude are nothing less than a myth

Beauties have been sunged from ages, but inner beauty never praised
so vulnerable she is, slightest of pain could bring her tears
thoughts so straight is an exception to majorities having mazed
our fellowship is so strong, m sure it is never going to end up in years..

A Journey To The Past!

Beneath skyscrapers laid are many unfullfilled dreams
beside zippiest moving cars are seen many sluggish life
all surrounded by exciting but the cleverest of schemes
cities are growing with amenities that are soon to become rife

heading towards suburbs from those glowing darkness
decreased the facilities the way we moved in the town
faces seemed more satisfied as if had enough of blessess
more dresses were traditional, more faces were brown

highways dissapperaed, roads narrowed so did the traffic
cycles and pulling carts replaced bikes and bus
the rural area was unplanned, needed he change of graphic
court was banyan tree where whole village used to discuss

the backlightning of ages could be seen while moving ahead
pollution and dust was replaced by smells of attar and spice
crossed the well kept graveyard, gaurded to secure deads on bed
inheriting all our traditions they always have been so wise

with pride in their eyes i can say, city is full of blinds
many hands working on a task, city is full of selfish animals
a treasured way to my granny's home was to me like another find
I wish I could spare a life to be a part and parcel of rurals

laddoo :)

happy bday my friend

The far far away from this lousy earth
homes the fairies, where very few get birth
some even travel the whole way down
met one of those girl, in one small town

Blessed with innocence, charm and cute
her voice is soft, sounds like flute
presence of her can bring the smile
her glassy heart in real is too agile

friendship with her was a fate for me
with she turning for it, filled me with glee
being my friend i owe you much
fairy tales, i agree there do exists such

Warm Bday wishes to a friend of life
whenever in trouble i find you as a rife
happy bday friend, may god fulfill your dreams
you get "THE BUMPS" and end whole day with the screams... :)

my life's angel

passing through the life's harsh track
i saw my future and u are always at my back
blinking eyes our childhood is now past
the memories of us being together never last

life's so pretty when i see you on my side
whether in dream or in truth standing beside
fights with you are the best i ever could face
miss those slaps you had from me, controverting life's pace

healing me is what you are best at when i bleed
meeting you is now, like my greediest greed
busy day never ends widout remembering you at nights
my love for you is now reachin to extreme heights

your thoughts always ship to my sea called brain
wish to walk with you whenever i am alone and it rains
love to talk with you lying dead on highway of life
days are not far when have to see you as someones wife

going at past makes me feel sad for only one reason
they wont happen again they were my best of season
my heartrate goes high when i see us getting depart
my brain starts poking and asking if all could restart

waving byee is what i hardly remember could do to you
my black eyes when you leave always turn to blue
sis is not the only relation i share with you
pray to god to let us live together only we two !!